I'm still pissed off when I'm at work, but my mind and body are a little more focused. I've actually had the energy to go to the gym the past three days. When I am immersed in my caffeine addiction the only energy I get is from the caffeine. When I don't have it, I don't have the momentum to do much of anything. Even doing laundry seems like a chore.
I'm still pretty awake, but my mind is a little scattered, so I probably won't be able to write anything to insightful tonight.
I was thinking earlier about whether or not I'll want to continue drinking only water after the thirty days. Maybe I'll feel so good that I won't want to. But, I know it will be pretty easy to get back on; much easier than it was to get off. I hope that didn't sound too perverse.
I would love to live my life in total discipline. I've always felt very unfocused in life. I don't like to have a schedule or plan on doing things. I would like to be monk-like, but monks don't live right next to a Peet's coffeehouse and a Plaid Pantry.
But, that's what this experiement is about: discipline
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